Who do I look up for for wisdom and why and what have I learned? Well my my dad passed away when I was young. My mom wasn't really very attentive. Like pretty much grew up on my own and didn't have really any good positive adult role models for really any period of time. I pretty much have grown up on my own so I guess I really look up to myself for wisdom. I look back at my past mistakes and things that I've learned just through going through life. That's the only way that I've been doing it I suppose is learning through experience because I don't have anybody to really ask what's going on type of deal. But I do look at my previous mistakes and I've learned and I grow from those. I've learned that life is a lot harder than I could ever have imagined. I've had a lot of twists and turns and it's always going to throw me a curveball but what I have learned is it's pretty important to not judge yourself on how hard you got hit but the fact that you keep getting back up because if anybody knows I've been dealt the crappiest hand in life and I'm still playing it so I guess it's just the wisdom of life I'm learning from. It's a cool teacher.