I have always seen myself down the line with something super stable that I love and I feel like this is just going to be that I crave stability and my last few years because of taking care of my mom have been all over the place hectic and I want my fit I want my purse my my perfect what's the word I'm looking for permanent fit you know I don't want to go anywhere I want this to be my last thing I want to go to work enjoying what I do and being happy that that's what I'm doing